BlackPhoenixN

Stumbling, & on tables & corners I’m hitting my fingertoes & knees Surrounded by endless darkness Full of void & no future to seek But I have to keep going Cause if you shed on me some light you’ll see No shadows of my figure For even those have left me But a deep black hole is only around Following my steps, on my lead I have to keep going cause in that hole There’s nothing but death beneath Death is always only one step backward All the temptation of possible peace In every step I take forward I hold my breath & my knees go weak For my heart isn’t yet convinced As my mind knows hopelessly No, my heart i

Let the sunshine Let the sun.. shine You're better than dancing on snowflake drops You're better then making love till nighttime stops You're here, no need for snowflake or nighttime You're here now, so let the sun shine

Ghosts of you follow me to bed, a stir of laughters wake up the dead, my fancy dreams mixing up with the truth, my waking days with ghosts of you.

Before you I've been cold,                       lonely,                               & unwanted Now I realize that all I ever wanted                                            is in you                                                         settled and vaunted. Before you                                          Forever &                                                       Perfect          Were too good to be true Now I realize            you're forever                                  you're   my   perfect. So now I lay,                 half awake half dreaming                              awake awaiting an air of care